Just Give Me a Head with Hair, Long Beautiful Hair...

Okay Ladies....let's be honest. We have all looked in the mirror at one point or another and thought "I HATE my hair." I know I have! When I was young, it was thin and never did what I wanted it to do. I was from the generation of the Farrah Fawcett curls and it never seemed to want to "flip" correctly. As I got older, I found a fabulous stylist and friend who understands my hair and knows how to clip, color and style it so it behaves. And, although it's not perfect, it's mine and I like it! It's a weird feeling to look in the mirror and know it will probably be gone in less than a week. I've been told hair loss usually begins on day 14, which will be Thanksgiving. I heard on the radio that for 60% of women facing cancer, losing their hair is their number one worry. Yeah, I can relate. I'm wondering if I will resemble the female version of Mr. Clean.

However, as usual, my dear hubby put things into perspective. He reminded me that although the chemo will make me lose my hair, it's saving my life. We're told in Matthew 10:29-31 "Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." I know that God will see me through yet another part of dealing with this cancer. Who knows....maybe my wig will be even better than my own hair! Plus, I'll get to pick out some cute hats and scarves. I'm already thinking that getting ready in the morning will take less time. And, of course, the "frugal" part in me appreciates the money I'll save on my hair the next year. But, I'll honestly admit, I'll look forward to it's return!

Our first "post-chemo week" went pretty well. I felt great the day after and thought "this isn't so bad." But, Saturday morning, the extreme fatigue set in and I did a lot of sleeping over the weekend. I also experienced a couple of annoying side effects, one that warranted a return trip to the Dr. but nothing serious. I'm definitely on the upswing and hoping things will remain stable until my next chemo session on Thursday, November 29.

A real concern of mine is getting sick so please pray that our family stays healthy! Also, for the side effects of the chemo to subside. Praise that I was able to work this past week..it was good to be there. And, as always, that the chemo will do its thing and shrink that tumor!!

Thanks for stopping by and "hairs" to you for your prayers and support! :-)

In His Strength,


Cindy and the VK's